Why are you going out and "got absolutely off my trolley"? Alcohol is not going to help depression at all. You really aren't helping yourself in this respect at all.
No GP will only prescribe 4 anti d's when there are so many on offer.
Why are you going out and "got absolutely off my trolley"? Alcohol is not going to help depression at all. You really aren't helping yourself in this respect at all.
No GP will only prescribe 4 anti d's when there are so many on offer.
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
I was plannin to only drink orange juice but 1 beer led to another. I had like 2 dbbl whiskey & coke & 3 half lagers so I was just the right side of merry.Originally Posted by Suzi
I don't endorse alcohol in any way but last night was 1 of the best nights out I've had in ages. In fact the last 2 weeks for me have felt so liberating for me socially. Last night I went out at 12 midnight & came home at 7am, dancin to great music.
The kiss I shared with someone was an amazing feelin as well because their was a spark there & natural chat. I nearly got into a fight though with my cousin by the end of the night which was ashame. He assumed I was filmin him when I was simply wavin my phone in my hand.
I've def seen his true colours now, he's vile. He's the type to brag about trying to get 'laid' & he loves to brag how physically bigger he is than me. Even brags about his mcdonalds job to me like I care. He has the personality of a brick so lies about havin sex & stuff.
If u've read this wall of text congratulations. Oh ye to Paula I'm sorry if anythin was taken out of context. I know were ur comin from & I hope u know wr I was comin from.
You have to be responsible for the amount you are drinking. You are in control of how much you are consuming.
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
Ye I know when to stop me, usually around 5ish. I'm surprised I haven't felt emotional today from the hangover effect. I think maybe because it was such a good night thats why & I pushed all sorts of fears about partyin with strangers & talkin to girls.
The irony is if I didn't consume any alcohol it may have been a more boring night. I need to break free from my cousin though because he is not a pleasant person to be around. Even if I'm drunk I never get aggressive, people wr sayin how lovely they think I am because theres not a malicious bone in my body. I'm dreadin my birthday in a few weeks if it means goin out with him again tbh but theres no one else I can go out with
It's a really dangerous game to play feeling that you need the alcohol to have a fun night....
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
Definitely, just to be clear though I've only had a few drinks recently because I've been socialising & getting out more.
You've known me on this forum for a while now & I can say right now I feel as good as I have for some time & its down to me gettin out there this past fortnight. I'm aware though that I could come crashing down like a deck of cards so I'm takin it 1 day at a time. On the flip side I've not progressed on the career front whatsoever (unless you count enrollin on a taster course).
Right now I'm just gonna volunteer & see what sticks because I need some purpose. I need to get references from social care somehow because my tutorin was 3 months & you need more than that. Lookin at Admin volunteerin as well to gain another string to my bow
Last edited by SA89; 11-07-17 at 04:13 AM.
That's such a positive post - well done-.gif ")")
The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.
Well done!
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
I don't get some people at all.. Some girl on facebook blocked me for no reason whatsoever. I was chatting with her, we had a spark, even kissed & when I asked for a date she said "Ye definitely but next week caus im busy". So I left it at that caus I don't constantly text people as thats just weird.
And now she's removed me from her friend list for no reason whatsoever. I know it shouldn't be a big deal but to me it is because for once I thought I had a chance with someone. I'm f***** sick of this happenin to me. When I get a glimmer of hope nothing comes of it.
I thought I was finally going somewhere, how foolish was I to even hope for a better life. Everyday is a struggle fighting this gut wrenching loneliness. Why do people do this.. I just want to know what its like to be loved
Last edited by SA89; 14-07-17 at 05:15 PM.
Apart from things with this woman, are things still going OK?
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
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