Anxiety & Depression Hell..*TRIGGERS*

[SA89]

I've never experienced a relationship & I'm 28 now! . I envy couples so much caus they seem free of worry & loneliness. These dating sites are catered towards the shallow & superficial because no one replies to my messages. I ain't bad lookin either, I'm just a bloody recluse lol.

I was talking about this just then actually with my mums friend. I mentioned how I leave the room if I see a happy couple because it triggers how lonely I feel inside. It did me good to get out of my room at least. I'm not sure if chatting in the kitchen counts as socialising though.

[Paula]

I’m not free of worry or loneliness, or jealousy or a lack of self confidence, or any of those things that we ‘should’ be free of in a relationship. It’s not Through lack of trust with my husband, it’s a lack of confidence that I deserve him, it’s a belief that he’d be better off without me. He proves every day that he loves me and is going nowhere. There’s nothing wrong with our relationship, just with me. But I don’t think I’m on my own there.