ur right suzi, there comes a time where u just have to say 'this ain't workin'. Unfortunately I can't quit my job because i'd lose £80 from my £130 total weekly income. I ain't ready to move out. Another thing is that because I'm so anti-social that I'm playin catch-up with every1 else who hv been socialisin for years. It could take years & years until I'm socially successful .