ye she told me that I'm not "experienced enough" for the service that I asked to do shifts at. I could do Stockport shifts again as their service is open to inexperienced support workers but its really far. Anyway I emailed them to tell them that weekends are best as from next week I'll be at an induction for another care provider. After that I'll be starting full time with them.

On a side note I had an embarrassin moment at the doctors today. I rambled on a bit & he was very abrupt with me mid sentence saying "I'VE GOT 4-5 PATIENTS WAITING SO I'LL HAVE TO LET YOU GO". I spilled my guts out to him about my mental health then he dismissed me in a really unpleasant manner ..