Anxiety & Depression Hell..*TRIGGERS*

[SA89]

I'm tired of being misunderstood. I'm tired of living with a controlling brother. I'm tired of living with depression & anxiety .

There's just no escape from this hell I'm in. I'm scared to even leave my room due to that other person's presence. It's the equivalent of abuse on a psychological level. I started my 1st shift in care work last week which served as a temporary relief.

But it's flexible so the shifts aren't guaranteed. That's my only escapism right now, otherwise I'm confined to my room with my dark thoughts & relentless anxiety. If I leave my room I'm in the presence of a bully who loves to control me & my mum. I feel so alone in this world. It really feels like I'm the only 1 suffering with this despair & ceaseless worry ..