Anxiety & Depression Hell..*TRIGGERS*

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I don't get some people at all.. Some girl on facebook blocked me for no reason whatsoever. I was chatting with her, we had a spark, even kissed & when I asked for a date she said "Ye definitely but next week caus im busy". So I left it at that caus I don't constantly text people as thats just weird.

And now she's removed me from her friend list for no reason whatsoever. I know it shouldn't be a big deal but to me it is because for once I thought I had a chance with someone. I'm f***** sick of this happenin to me . When I get a glimmer of hope nothing comes of it.

I thought I was finally going somewhere, how foolish was I to even hope for a better life. Everyday is a struggle fighting this gut wrenching loneliness. Why do people do this.. I just want to know what its like to be loved ...