They made me really tired & I just wanted to relieve myself of that constant drowsiness. When I was on them I wasn't taking action regardless, they may have relieved a bit of anxiousness but it wasn't enough to justify that extreme fatigue as a side effect. I've noticed now though that my depression comes on more ferociously. For example, I was on a night out drinkin the other night & as the night progressed that feeling of utter dread hit me. I started upbeat but after a while without attention to distract my thoughts I felt complete despair . Its a viscious circle every week with nothin in between apart from a dead end weekend job & voluntary work on a monday. I'm sick to death of applying for jobs (a way out) & getting rejected.

"I can't get no satisfaction" , song of my f k n life .