My auntie advised me to try Vitamin D tablets so I may do that. I'm not suicidal but I am clinically depressed as I've been feeling low for years now. I've bottled up my fears & worries for years since I was a kid & now i'm paying for it mentally. Its hard to pin-point what it is exactly thats caused me to feel this low but I guess its through years & years of isolation. My 2 needs haven't been met at all; Career prospects & Social life.

I worry about them instead of actually doing somethin towards them. I've been stressing so much over the years with nothing to show for that stress. Just stress over worry which is not practical in the slightest ..