Anxiety & Depression Hell..*TRIGGERS*

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Another day, another rejection. Got stood up by a girl because she "wasn't in the mood". We agreed to meet today then as I was in the bath she decided she couldn't be arsed. Then she texted this diamond of a line "we havent spoken properly yet". Then why did u agree to meet then? And isn't that the whole point?. I even suggested talkin on the phone but no, excuses excuses. Tired of these f**** games that people play .

I can feel myself sinking after feelin hopeful of a date. Rejection is dangerous for someone with depression & anxiety. I'll be workin from tommorow non stop with this despair hanging over me. I keep crying randomly as well, I'm not in a good place at all. I appreciate u sayin its been an achievement for me to become a support worker. I just don't feel it. I feel so hopeless ..