ye I've noticed that, people seem like some 'plastic' version of themselves when they're out. I've just returned myself from a busy pub & it was just a miserable experience for me. Watchin from the sidelines as strangers dance & I sip my bitterly disgusting lager. These bars really trigger my depression & loneliness. I've found that u really have to be in the mood but with depression ur never in the mood. People ask me to go out with thm like my vile brother who gets girls approachin him & sayin how gorgeous he is with his Zayne 1D stylin.. My self-esteem is fragile as it is without this s*** thrown in my face .Originally Posted by Suzi
