I'm really anxious about this holiday because I know that Turkey has had some threat lately. Its been booked now for sept 26th so theres no turnin back. Its in Anya which is the central part of Turkey apparently. I'm also worried about getting some sleep over there because I struggle even at home.

The last time I went Turkey I was awake all night on some days which affected me the next day. My anxiety was horrendous because I couldn't stop thinkin of how s*** my life is back home (no prospects, no girlfriend etc..). A couple of week ago I would have been so excited because my confidence was on the rise but I've crashed freefall into a pit of despair again ..