It's been ok, to start but not now and I don't even know. I don't know what's going on with me! I was excited for this job, I really was but my head is just against me, even more so this week (not sure of because last session was a really hard one) but I keep telling myself I can't do it, no one likes.me, I'm rubbish, I should just leave and now I feel like I don't even want to do any of it anymore and I don't want to be there! It's messed up! I'm bloody messed up! It's a complete 180