Paula, you don’t have to fill Suzi’s shoes. You just have to be you. She trusted you with her baby. I would love to sit down and have a conversation with you about the way forward. You know I see things in a totally different way to others on the forum and I’d like to offer some help. I’m not here to criticise or worm my way back in or anything like that I just want to offer a different perspective. I need this forum the same as anyone else.