Today is not a good day. I managed a couple of hours sleep this afternoon. It’s better than nothing. At 7pm tonight I was ready to to drink enough booze to drown me while watching trashy tv and listening the depressing music. Instead I’m currently sat drinking Strawberry Lemonade and watching Great Expectations. I made the right choice this time. It would be so easy to crack open a bottle, give into temptation but then I ask myself WWSS? The answer would be don’t drink, take your meds, talk about it. The first two are easy. The latter not so much. My words won’t make a bit of difference cos there is nobody to hear them. Nobody to offer compassion or understanding. There’s nobody to care.