Hi and welcome. Well done for making that appointment, we all get how tough just doing that can be….. hunni, I will tell you something my psychiatrist told me years ago - there is always a way through. In my case it’s taken a combination of a mood stabiliser and 3 different ADs, (which is unusual so don’t worry it’s going to take that for you). My point is, we found something that worked. It’s often a combination of meds and therapy that does the trick, as Stella says, and it can be difficult to work your way through to the right mix, but many of us here are proof that is can be done