I feel like I'm getting nowhere. I'm trying to sort some (much needed!) help, whilst I'm still waiting on a therapist, its been almost 5 months now. I've tried the live chat sessions with r*pe crisis and victim support and not been able to get through...I've enquired about 2 online CSA supports groups, to be told there is a "long waiting list"....I've asked about a face to face group, but I can't go to it because I'm "out of area of support" and I haven't been able to find another face to face in my area. I've been given the details.of samaritans and the samaritans app but that's what I was already doing....I was already emailing samaritans. This is so frustrating....