Hey, love, just a few rules fyi, we ask that members don’t double post on the same thread within 10 minutes of each other, so I’ve merged your recent posts into one. Also, I’ve moved your post on SM thread to this one as it solely relates to you.

I’ve also added a trigger warning - nothing to worry about, it’s just to ensure that anybody who might be triggered by what you’re talking about has the option to avoid reading it.

Have you spoken to your doctor about how this is affecting you? Do you have any support?