I have had so weird experience these days.

So my online ex (from Paris) messaged me these days asking to talk on video with me.

It is more than a year since our last video. I agreed from curiosity or don't know why.

But I wanted to ask if my reaction is normal.

This time I haven't felt anything for him, I mean, well, I noticed he looks good. But I perceived him as a stranger without any past emotions.

He instead was rather vivid, of course not really caring for me, anyway he had emotions towards me and not me for him.

Maybe my heart aches more for the other guy.

In the end of our discussion, he made a bad comment about the colour of my cat.