My name is Alexia but I go to by Leihi. Nice to meet you all. I have never been on any type of Forum before, but as of lately I have been feeling extremely down and would like to connect with people that may be in the same situation I am in or have dealt with this before. I would like to try methods such as meditating or anything that helped or helps you. I am from Southern Ca. Until about 7 months ago, I lived with my mother who has since passed from Complications due to covid. I am still a mess. My father has never been in the picture and family is all the way in Montana. To make matters worse, when my mother passed I allowed to let my then bf to stay with me to be able to make rent. WORST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE. Long story short, he completely shattered my heart and wasnt the person I thought he was. I feel I am alone in the world now. Please, anyone with advice, reach out. Thank you for your time.