I absolutely agree wholeheartedly with Paula. You are very far from a failure. You do so much all the time and for others, you could easily have not got involved in what you have with rescuing airpods, changing rooms etc You could have easily not worked as hard as you have to get your degree, to start your pottery and for it to be popular, for your cows and other assorted creations to never be sold etc it's through your hard work and dedication that all these things have been a success!