Hi, lovely, no welcome. I am so, so sorry you’ve had to struggle with this alone. I promise we are here for you. Lovely, I can only imagine how hard it is to talk, but that is something we’re good at on DWD. However, you really need, and deserve, professional help. I know making that step to talking to your GP seems huge right now, but it’s a step you need to make. Is there anyone at all you could trust to go to the doctor with you? Otherwise, maybe if you printed out your post here and showed it to your doctor, would that be easier than having to verbalise it at first?


I’ve added a trigger warning to your thread - it’s absolutely nothing to worry about, it just means other members have the information they need to decide whether it would be difficult for them to read through the thread.