Hey. I have been away for a while. Things have been difficult, and I have had barely enough energy to get on with my daily life. I don't want to complain all the time, so I took a small break. That actually was not that small after all. 6 months, and alot has happened. I fell from Baron, got a pretty nasty concussion. Le Dude got something we call tia-attack. Some sort of temporary problem with blood circulation in brain. He just lost feeling from one side of his body, and blood pressure was huge, 215/155. He was taken I took him to er, and he was sent to bigher hospital with an ambulance. After that he has been suffering from panic attacks. I am worried sick, I actually was really afraid. I had this uncontrollable fear of him dying. Alot of other things have been going on, and I have been way too tired to keep contact even with my friends and family. If someone got worried, I do apologise. I hope everyone here is doing fine.