Because they’d section me - I wouldn’t cope with being locked away and drugged up.
It’s like I wouldn’t cope if a friend put me up.
Stress/anxiety makes me over think. I’ve just been out to put recycle stuff, there was a piece of toast on my bench - the neighbour who lives above me did this years ago.
Years I’ve had to put up with them - last year we shook hands (my suggestion) and it’s been lovely until today.
I’m tired of going through my *h*t with different counsellors.
Mind only do a block of 6-8 weeks - been there done that a couple times.
Another counsellor couldn’t see me anymore because I was feeling suicidal!!!
My doctor reckons I need much longer counselling for the trauma I’ve endured since childhood.
Few weeks ago one of the neighbours was sectioned, he was let out far too early. He pestered me so told him to leave me alone. He’s been sectioned again as he threatened to kill other neighbours!!!
I just don’t need other peoples crap - I’ve got my own to try sort out.����