Aleep is lovely. I didn't get to do much today again... just feeling so low again. I just wish I could stoo thinking for a moment, just enjoy things again like it used to be. Instead I feel such a heartbreak... it really sucks. Nothing causes pleasure anymore and i just want to cry because it makes me so angry. Why can't my mind be quiet for a day or so? I WISH I could find distraction and pleasure in anything but nothing works.