Thank you xx
It's just that I feel like I have no idea why to keep going. All I held onto is out of my life and I'm just living for my family because I can't bear the thought of leaving them heartbroken. All I found pleasure in is gone, causes so much sadness and unwanted thoughts and I feel like I'm going mad. How am I ever supposed to get at least some small joy back in my life if something as little as a favourite band causes the opposite?