Why are you embarrassed about work? You are not the first and definitely won’t be the last to need this kind of support from their bosses, in fact I think it’s brilliant that they are being so supportive - that level of understanding has been a long time coming.
Hunni, I know how it feels like eternity waiting for the meds to do their job but please, please hold on. The right meds can change your life - and venlafaxine is fantastic for so many people (inc me). In the meantime, be kind to you. We’ve got a self care section http://www.dealingwithdepression.co....p?64-Self-care which will give you great tips on how to look after yourself.