yep... seen all that

like i said above, I keep being turned away from these people.

the cycle is:

they try something for a few months

it doesn't work

they try something else

it doesn't wirk

they try something else

it doesn't work

they give up on me

maybe I'm just not built for life. I mean I've defenetely had that thought

I am just not coping and no one is able to treat me