Hi Suzi and Paula and thanks for reading. Yes I am still in the original relationship and it’s going well. I love her very much and that’s probably why I’m so messed up about it all And unhappy with the person I’ve become.

The “Girl From Neverland” (I love that!) isn’t really a relationship person so that’s why it never really was an option. She’s a free spirit which is a bit of a corny phrase but she really is.

God knows how I will ever get out of this mess. I just try to live day to day really.