How can you claim to love your partner if you’re thoughts are with another woman? Is it the fact that you can’t have this other women that makes you so attracted to her? You really need to work out what it is you really want cos your current partner deserves somebody who is fully committed to her. I’ve been on the receiving end of a cheating partner too many times and causes so much pain and heartache. Make a choice not just about what’s best for you but what is best for these women you say you love.