Hi and welcome. Hunni, I’m sorry you feel like this. I KNOW you don’t want to hear this but I promise you things will get better. Have you talked to anyone about this, did you see anyone from the mental health team after you needed hospital treatment? Are you taking any medication? Is there anyone, friends and family, who you can properly talk to?

hunni, I’ve added a trigger warning to your post. It’s nothing to worry about, we just need to make other members aware there might be a discussion about something they might find tough