While I get what you’re saying, the reason the doctors had issues was because I was unable to get in the right position because of my leg. No, I’m not saying it was my fault, just that my condition made a difficult procedure harder. It’s not BS positivity, it’s my way of coping with all the crap I’ve had to deal with over the years. Shouting and screaming about it is just not my way - that would just make life harder for me. I am worried about the toxic levels but my dose has been reduced and, hopefully, my next blood test next week will show an improvement.
