Paula, I think you're amazing. You are sounding more coherent than you have done. I think that under the circumstances I totally understand why you want to stop the top, and I'm glad you've talked it through with Si. You are both sensible and I know you won't have come to this decision lightly, but your body can only handle so much at once and maybe this is just too much right now?
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
Si had been waiting for me to ask him what he thought - he wanted me to come off it a week ago! And yep, definitely too much right now. Everything hurts
The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.
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