Building a new life

[Jaquaia]

I've tried.

I'm exhausted and J is at work so camped on the sofa knitting and binge-watching Pride and Prejudice

[Suzi]

You're awesome. You put so much love and effort into everything and making this an amazing home for you, J and the little ones. I'm not surprised you are exhausted. Rest tomorrow?

[Mira]

Then you are doing the right thing now. Its Jaq time. And if thats doing some knitting and binge watching then go for it. A lot has been going on and you deserve you time as well.

[Jaquaia]

You're awesome. You put so much love and effort into everything and making this an amazing home for you, J and the little ones. I'm not surprised you are exhausted. Rest tomorrow?

Study and starting the washing, but I can just put that in and leave it.

My eyes were starting to go blurry so I've put the knitting away, I'm just over halfway through and done around 8 rows tonight so getting there. Meds and bath soon then bed!

[Suzi]

Morning love, how are you today?

[Jaquaia]

I'm ok, a little slow today though so just going to plod. Only just having breakfast! But breakfast with Colin Firth as Mr Darcy!

[Paula]

Lucky, lucky girl

[Jaquaia]

I just can't bring myself to watch the film version!

[Suzi]

[Jaquaia]

Been sitting and stewing on this and need to get it out. I may have to start cancelling driving lessons because J's dad doesn't want to drive in the dark, which is fair enough, entirely his choice, but he could have said when I asked for help in the first place as I told them the time options and could have picked an earlier lesson time! I sound like a spoilt brat but it's annoyed me. It's the only thing I have ever asked them for help with in the 2 years I've known them. Yet they never seemed to have any problem helping her constantly so my head is starting to turn to the "well she gave them grandchildren" reason. The last bus leaves Beverley at half 5 so a bus isn't an option. I could get a bus that stops on the main road at the next village but J has already put his foot down and said that there is no way on this planet that I am walking nearly 2 miles at night down unlit country roads that don't have a path. J isn't impressed with his dad. J can pick me up 3 weeks out of 4 but 2 of those weeks mean dragging the children into Hull for half 5 at night and then fighting through rush hour traffic to get home. It's incredibly frustrating as I was just starting to get back into lessons!