Hi Joey and welcome. I’ve added a trigger warning to your post.. it’s nothing to worry about, it just ensures that other members can avoid this if they feel it may be tough for them to read..

Hunni, how old are you? Have you spoken to your parents, your doctor, your friends? This doesn’t have to be good bye, I promise you there is always a way through - even if it doesn’t seem it right now. Are you on any medication at all?

Keep talking, lovely, it helps