Kinda neglected this thread for a while. Today I forgot the word door. Didn’t matter how many hand gestures I offered the poor lad was none the wiser about the I was on about. Was kinda embarrassing.

A couple of the guys from Aspie have tried to get me to go back but I’m really not ready for it yet. I do miss the people there and I will go back eventually but I need to build my social activity up slowly. A lot has changed since before lockdown and I don’t know quite how to explain it but I need to try and get my head around a few things first.

I’ve made a decision to go out with Talia through the woods tomorrow. It’s been a while since we went over there and she always loves it. I’ve become far too lazy lately and I need to change that. Now I’ve got my back bedroom tidied up I might even drag the rowing machine out and start using that regularly. Exercise is supposed to lift your mood, even if it is short lived but I have to do something to shift this lockdown weight.