I have good people around me but five months on I feel like I shouldn't still be boring on about it. I will find out about CRuze, thank you. I referred myself to the NHS talking therapies at the time and the waiting list was six months, so hoping to hear soon. And my husband is particularly rubbish at this kind of thing. In fact the person I most need is my Mum, of course. She was my emotional support so I feel cut adrift. It is lovely to know you are there.