Musings of Decades

[Jarre]

I have social anxiety and that can be interesting with the job I have when I have to go on construction sites I just focus on the work there and it helps block out other things though i am mentally tired after the day. I do make an effort when we have a work night out to attend and then after a few drinks after a meal I will make my exit but at least then the effort was made to try and be social. its not easy but it helps a little. I've never been the popular cool kid quite the opposite but I have found friends who click with me and if anyone else doesn't like it they can just themselves.