I'm not being particularly specific because it's lots of things. Just visions of how I want my life to be. But the goal now in to stop living in my head like this, to stop living in a future that probably won't happen. The future never turns out exactly how you plan it. Sometimes it's good, sometimes it's bad, but never exactly how you plan it, so it's best not to feel on it. I intend to stay living in the now more. I've being doing exactly that for a few weeks now and I'm already feeling the benefits.