Thanks
The inevitable has happened, she asked to split up
shes not in the frame of mind for a relationship and furthermore she has told me that she needs to find herself and get herself back together
it hurts like hell especially after her asking me to never leave her when she pushes me away, but i cannot force myself to make her have a relationship
i have never put so much into one relationship and given it my all. i want so much to help her out here, but think the only way i can help her atm is to do as she asks and hope one day she reflects on things