I ill try it here.. *SH*and *over 18 only*

[lafo57]

Thank you Andrea and sorry for this late response. I just woke up
In Slovakia you have to go to your personal doctor whom you have had since you were born. If I have a cold or sore throat I always go to her because only her can redirect me to other specialists. Everything is for free though as long as you have your insurance card. She sent me to a psychiatrist but they didn't help. Every doctor that focuses on mental health problems I have ever visited only focused on the part that I am gay. They tend to think that I am deppressed because of it but ironically this is the least of my problems.
You asked if there are any charities in Slovakia that I could get in touch with : yeah they are but they only help like financially. They are not the type of guys that would be supportive and would give you an advice. They would ask if I have a paper for it and after that they would gimme Money and thats all.

I have already tried checking at psychiatric hospital. That was the guy in the post who was dumb enough to ask me the specific question that made me cut myself in the first place never again.

I like your idea about saving up some Money and then go West. I like Slovakia a lot but we are sooo behind. Sometimes I feel like that psychologists and psychiatrists can't help me not because they didn't want to but just because they don't know HOW to. Like that they have never seen a patient with schizophrenia or something.
Thanks for your words though.. This is much much more than I expected it would be. And to Suzi that she didn't close this topic :D I have never thought about going to other countries for help. Think I just might try it

[AAndrea]

Lafo57
What are you doing this weekand what do you enjoy doing
i hope and pray it all works out for you. Keep trying your family docotor for now. Another suggestion is keep a diary of how the voices affect your daily life, what the voices are like or do have a trusted friend or family you can bring with you when you see doctors .
What is relationship like with your mum . Is it good or bad. Any other relatives you have good relations with.
We are all here for you . The more evidence you have the better.
I know so many young eastern europeans our age leave thier countries to come to western europe. Thats were the idea came from.
The people here are really lovely on this forum.
Dont be afarid to come here again
We would all love to know how you are doing .

[lafo57]

Lafo57
What are you doing this weekand what do you enjoy doing
i hope and pray it all works out for you. Keep trying your family docotor for now. Another suggestion is keep a diary of how the voices affect your daily life, what the voices are like or do have a trusted friend or family you can bring with you when you see doctors .
What is relationship like with your mum . Is it good or bad. Any other relatives you have good relations with.
We are all here for you . The more evidence you have the better.
I know so many young eastern europeans our age leave thier countries to come to western europe. Thats were the idea came from.
The people here are really lovely on this forum.
Dont be afarid to come here again
We would all love to know how you are doing .

My university is starting on Monday so I will be preparing myself all weekend for it. This will be a very different type of school experience for me so I'm really interested in it and how it Works. I'm going to study Middle-european studies ( Hungary, Poland and Slovenia ) and languages of those countries so I'm really looking forward to it.
I love watching tv series: Peaky Blinders, Game of Thrones, Mr Robot and so on... this is probably what I love doing the most.
My relationship with my mum is Great but I can't tell her how i feel since she is really like... well I don't want to be rude but mentally weak. If I told her how i feel she would blame herself for it and I'm scared she would do something stupid. Other than that I really love her.
The best relationship is probably with my friends eventhough they hurt me a lot. I still love them for some reason and thats why it hurts to know that they don't feel the same about me. I still don't know if I should tell them how i feel or nah.
I'm doing all right now. Not Great not terrible. I'm like no sad or anything I can laugh if somebody says anything funny and you know. It's always when my friends hurt me in that case I feel really really down. I'm fine now though thanks for asking