Help acessing iapt nhs

[AAndrea]

I have graduated from University . The months of September- December are going to be the worst months of my life. I been in education for so long it's all I ever knew and now for the first time I am not going to be.
All my friends work or are doing postgraduate study. So I am very lonely
My time is spent applying for jobs or internships . I hear nothing when I make an application.
People I went to school with are so successful in life . One girl I went to school with is now a doctor, another girl I went school with works in the city in finance, the boy I used to fancy works as a quantity surveyor and is still with the girl he dated in secondary. Other people have careers and relationships.
I am.just a loser.
I am ashamed of telling people I am a graduate .
I feel like I messed up my entire life
22 years old is not young . Why do.People say I am
I know my depression is going to come back. I feel it.

[AAndrea]

I would like to Thank everyone for responding and I will keep everyone updated .
I am going outside to enjoy the sun and tomorrow I am going Brighton with my family .
Have a lovely day everyone .