Hello
It's now September normally I would be going back to education but now I am an unemployed. When I was younger I thought I would have an amazing life with job I enjoyed and was capable of doing and in a relationship with a guy who really cares make.
I always knew I want i wanted to do with my life When I graduated from University I was the One with a plan . I was wanted to into diplomatic service or the civil service and serve my country but brexit made me disillusioned with politics .
I always know what to do next but now I don't for the first time in my life.
Three years of university and now I am I unemployed and single.
I don't want to be a lawyer either.
I can't even get a simple retail job. I aplly for retail jobs and hear nothing .
Despite having a family I am pretty much lonely . All my friends are doing post grad, working or travelling
I am.22 but I am a.just a stupid little girl in an adult world.
This is actually my life. Sometimes I wish i.was dead so I won't have to.deal.with this humiliation of not having a job.
I know people have it harder than me.
I will gone for a while but I will come back posting.