I haven't thought about any kind of arranged marriage support groups tbh. I have 2 kids.

And yes i realise cocaine is not the answer more the opposite. This is why i need to once and for all take some steps in the right direction.

With the marriage thing, it really is a tricky one. We are totally different people, worlds apart. I did not want to marry her even. Being truthful if i had got my act together years ago, ie counselling, meds i would have left years ago.

But due to my vices, i am not financially able to, so its a vicious circle.