Oh sweetheart I'm sorry you've been back in hospital. Are you getting lots of support? It's more than OK to take baby steps right now. I'm glad you're glad to still be here - that's a huge positive...
You don't have to say much at all, but could you just let us know you're OK? You also never have to "give"... As one of our previous mods and all round amazing people said "Sometimes you're the horse and sometimes you're the cart" and then Emmie added "and sometimes you're lying flat out on the back of that cart"
