I'm very unsettled today. A is being taken off furlough and going back to work on Thursday.... yes I know he cant stay home forever, and I know we are blessed that he was at home through the worst of the pandemic but I am going to miss him so much and his company and just that person to turn to. I know I'm being ridiculous and illogical and just not the strong independent woman that I used to be. I shouldn't need someone by my side to be able to keep calm
