Diary of a book addict

[Flo]

It feels absolutely ridiculous that I can travel home from town at night on my own and completely take it in my stride yet going across to the local shop in the daylight to withdraw my driving lesson money sets my heart racing

Who knows the logic behind it Jaq? Sometimes I wake up in the morning and freeze rigid with anxiety about what's going to happen during the day.......but then I can get into my car and want to drive for miles - even on M roads - as relaxed as can be. But maybe my car is my safe haven. I feel enclosed and safe. I even talk to my car when I'm in it!!...haha! Are you any closer to taking your test?

[Suzi]

You are amazing. All these things that last year you couldn't have done you can - they may still be hard, but you can do it. That makes you amazing.

[Jaquaia]

No Flo, need to work on my theory now, J is going to help me with that. I've started leaving my comfort zone pretty much straight away in my lesson though. So getting there, just slowly

You are amazing. All these things that last year you couldn't have done you can - they may still be hard, but you can do it. That makes you amazing.

Am I being too hard on myself again?

[Paula]

Yes, well done for recognising it

[Jaquaia]

Progress right?

[Flo]

Very much progress! Getting behind the wheel of a car and being in charge of it is a giant leap from your comfort zone. Doing that is quite something! And having J to help with your theory is a bonus. He strikes me as such a patient bloke!

[Jaquaia]

I often feel that he had more patience with me then I deserve

[Suzi]

You deserve nothing more than patience and love and respect and to be totally adored....

[Jaquaia]

I finally have that, I just wish it didn't have to be hidden...

[Suzi]

How much longer are you secret for?