I don't want to live *SU Trigger*

[Suzi]

Hi and welcome to DWD. I completely agree with everything Jaq has said.
You don't need to feel guilty for posting at all. Sweetheart are you at college/uni? Could you move out? Do you have friends around you?

I've added a trigger warning just to make others know that they might find some of what you are talking about a trigger. It's not a problem though...