Hi and welcome, sweetie. I’m so sorry you’re feeling so awful . Have you spoken to your doctor about how you feel? Are you on any medication? Are you at school/college/uni?
Hunni, I have 2 kids, both girls, one is 21 and the other is 18. My youngest and I have seriously struggled with our relationship over the years and at one time, to my shame, she honestly believed I didn’t like her. That couldn’t be further from the truth. Shes strong and feisty and is her own person. She doesn’t let anyone stop her being the person she was born to be. We don’t always agree but I would never ask her to be or do anything she isn’t. We don’t always see eye to eye, but I love her and I am enormously proud of the young woman she’s grown into. But it’s taken time for her to see that’s how I feel about her. What I’m trying to say is, perhaps how you think your aunt and uncle feel about you isn’t how they really feel itms? Have you asked them?