Hey guys, I keep meaning to post here and then life keeps getting in the way! I've still been up and down, today I'm not feeling too good. Lena has been pushing and pushing me all morning even though she knows what I'm going through. She's just gone to my dad's and not even said sorry or goodbye or anything just basically left me in tears on the sofa. I don't know how to cope with this teenage thing, it just feels like she doesn't care about anything, it's like that break down I had and the chat we had is from a completely different life. I'm at the doctors on Thursday though so hopefully that will help (I'll be discussing with him the possibility of me having autism which would explain so much about me and I think make me feel a lot better about some things). Me and Greg are going out for lunch later so that will hopefully cheer me up! I hope everybody is having a fab weekend