And Si will cope. I know you want to be there, but hunni you NEED this. You've been struggling for so long with meds issues, pain and so much else. If you don't take this opportunity you will always wonder "what if" and tbh there is never going to be a good time for this. There will always be something.
However, have you spoken to Si and told him this is how you are feeling?
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
It hasn’t seemed the right time this weekend, as we were both so poorly. Tbh I’m feeling very washed out today still. But he was very clear at the family meeting that they would be ok and I wasn’t to worry. Which is like asking the sun not to shine ....
The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.
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